Boy, I wish if it was thaaat easy.
I didn't expect this to come back again. I don't want to go through another depression. I've been through enough already and this isn't helping. Is it so unfair for me to be content for a long period of time? Is it so impossible for me to stop faking a smile? I would like to believe that things happen for a reason, but I just can't seem to do so.
I just want to move away from this world.
And no, it has nothing to do with whoever you may think it is.
Another reason why it is so hard to let go.
