Whisper to a Scream

SPM has finally started. yup, Im just one step closer to total freedom. No more high school examinations, and especially high school dramas. dramas are forever, but it wont be known as high school drama anymore, college dramas are what Ill be calling 'em from now on.

hold up. its just been two days of spm and im talking about college already? gosh, GET A GRIP!

the feeling of stepping into the examination hall for the first time that morning, was one of a kind. ive never felt that way before. only God and baiti knew how I felt during that minute as she was standing next to me. we were so, speechless. really, it was a mixed up feelings.

i wouldnt say the first day was "oh my god, was that spm? gosh, i could answer those questions with only one eye!" hahaha, i wish i could say that though, haihhh. Bahasa Melayu was over on the first day. bak kata manda, "no more bm in our entire life!" hahaha, silly girl. we speak malay lah gammmma ;) hehe. had sejarah paper one that day as well. it was hard, even though it was only objective questions. yea yea i know, there are just questions with multiple choices. but still, i wasnt totally ready for it. so, shame on me for not studying sejarah earlier ;/

the next day, which was today didnt go that well too. yeah, we did have english paper today but sejarah paper two really spoiled my day. english is the best subject so far, yet i still fear of not getting A1 for it and for 111/9 too. haih, ill just let God decide that one. what can i do now pun? betul tak :) well, i almost killed myself during sejarah. it was so dreadful. maybe it was just me, or maybe not. i even peeked at the clock the first fifteen minutes. and can you imagine i had to sit on my chair for another 2 hours and 15 minutes?! gosh, stabbing the time was the only thing that on my mind. and oh, borrowing en hulam's brain for sejarah pun boley. hoho, how i wish i could brain surgeon him at that exact second (or maybe not ) :l

oh well, tiada guna menyesali apa yang sudah berlaku sekarang right? the papers might be on their way to other states daa pun kot. i cant change my answers now pun, so lets just look forward nis! yeahhh! thats the spirit. okay, am going nuts now. better save me, anyone?