Whisper to a Scream

Just got back from lynn's. went there for a reason, to sembahyang hajat for our upcoming exams (SPM. haih, it will be the day after tomorrow wey, haih). she had an openhouse too after that. it was just zan, kye, bal and i who were there. we didnt do much, but we still had fun though. it didnt turn up so well between zan and kye but am sure bal was quite satisfied when he was saying bye to lynn's mom, haha :) hmmph. after bal and kye went back, zan and i went to lynn's room to chill while enjoying yummy chocolate cake and delicious cupcakes >:)) we were pretty down that moment. zan had her reasons why she was down while on the other hand, i dont think i had a solid reason to be all emo and stuff. but hey, arent i always emo? so what the heck. whatever happens next, i still love you my life partner. do take note of that alright.

haihhh. hmph. what else, what else? the friend that i was talking about in the previous blog has finally came around, again. ive realized that it wasnt his intention to not talk to me for quite some time, and by that, i mean several days je actually. but still, ya know :/ well, he did mention that he was running out of credit and he actually spent his last credit on me just to wish me luck for spm. thanks ey. yesterday plak, we were both online. grabbed the opportunity to have a chat with him. it didnt last long as he wanted to go out, but as a friend, he was being him, the old him. he mentioned something abt him topping up his credit as soon as possible so that he could wish me again and again. futhermore, he wanted to give me 'kata-kata semangat' so i could do well in spm. aww, youre such a bud you know that. serious dow, i syg you but ive never mentioned that before, havent i? hmph. you have though, that particular night (even though it was pretty random, but okayh). haih, well, here i am, saying that i love you as a friend. please stay that way and dont you dare leave my side. ive just realized another thing too, that im not fond at sharing you with other bitchy chicks, sorry. haih, but hey, thats just me ey.

anyway, lets move on! hm, what else? :/ ive been talking to my old bud as well, lately. he finally got a new handphone and hey, its been awhile ey :) we've gone through so many things together dulu. yet, we're still close. we've been catching up the old days and the present. found out a lot of stuffs from him but hey, as i said, your words are safe with me dear. he knows about my crisis as well, my latest one that involves the b word. haih, hmph. he's been such a supportive mate. he's telling me all of these stuff so that i should not give this one up. haih, he never fails to make me smile or laugh whenever im down. thank god our friendship is back on track ey. been missing it :)

ohmygod, i havent started sejarah yet! holly crap! byebye.