Whisper to a Scream

Sometimes, I do ask myself on why can't I get up like other people do? I always have problems waking up early, hah. Thanks to my unhealthy behavior, I was late for my 8:30am class this morning. I reached class thirty minutes after that instead. Later that afternoon, I did a couple of rounds of dobby. Too many dirty laundries I guess. My roommate, Zylla then suggested on going to Melaka town that evening and I was up for it since I had anything better to do. Aten and Wawa followed us as well as they wanted to do some photoshoot for their assignments. The four of us pushed off about 2pm and reached forty minutes after that. We had lunch first and were seperated for awhile as I wanted to shop, while those two left to take photos. After an hour, we were all together back again and walked to A Famosa to do the shooting. Let's just say we walked around that area for hours to find the right spot and the right moment. 8pm has struck and we decided to leave Dataran Pahlawan to go to Jonker Walk. Ive never been there before, so they wanted to show me around. Well, maybe that wasn't entirely true. It was Wawa that begged me to drive there since she wanted to go there badly actually. So, since Im like super nice and all that, I did :)

However, we didn't get the chance to even get down from the car as I couldn't bloody parked the car. Don't get me wrong, there was a parking spot.. I just couldn't side-parked! It was pretty hilarious till there was a police car behind our car. Instead of helping me out to park, they were shouting, "Hoi, tu pun takut nak park ke! Kau reti drive ke tak. Cepat ar". How would YOU feel hearing that if you were in my shoes? "Babi pukimak sial bangang punya polis. Aku harap anak korang tak reti parking and kahwin dengan orang India yang miskin. Aku harap malam ni korang kena accident lepas tu mati kena langgar. Hancur!", that's how Aten felt (Sorry, not being racist here but she was simply pissed off). I thought that I was the one should be mad the most but Aten and Zylla did that job for me. All I could do was just laugh when they were cursing like fuck. Oh well, was never fond of police ever since my incident last year anyway, so go fuck yourself you stupid police assholes! (except for my uncle and neighbor). We reached campus approximately at 9pm that night.

Then, Aishah was in front of my door two hours after that to take me out for dinner. We walked to cafe and started catching up. It's been weeks since the last time we actually talked. Can you believe that? I fucking missed that bitch :( Aznam joined us after that too! Another person that Ive missed, sigh. We left to go to one of the lecture's hall to watch the part fives of Masscommers's movies/documentaries. It's been quite a day but I'm still up for a movie. There's a Slumdog Millionaire dvd in front of me now.. it's waiting to be played, byebye now :)






And not just them, of course. Several friends that have been missing for quite some time too.. especially, that someone. Its so hard for me to even wish you goodnight now, its even harder for you to even say hello. I don't even know where we stand now.. Have I lost a friend?