I am so, so tired of this already. I don't have the energy to go through this phase over again. The wound is getting worse, but I feel numb. I guess I'm immune to the pain.
Really, can we just end this once and for all?

Can I take my last breath on this world already?
I wish I was next to Tot when the accident happened.
I would be dead by now.
& I'm not just saying it.