Learning To Fall

Sunday, December 23, 2007 at 6:52 PM | Posted by Let the Words Escape
the past is haunting me back.

midnight to the 11th.
Today is the day. The worst day of my life. You're so content it hurts me, I don't know why. The cost of misery is at an all time high. I keep it hidden close to the surface in sight. I'm learning to fall and I can't hardly breathe. When I'm going down. hey don't worry about me. You said that you don't see and I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me. Could you be with her? Or was it just a lie? She doesn't catch you like I do and you don't know why. You change your clothes and your hair but I can't change your mind. Oh, I'm uninvited, so unrequited now. Words screaming in my head. Why did you leave? And I can't stop dreaming watching you and her, when it should have been, ugh it should have been me.

Don't question my stupidity as I like to think that he's blindfolded now and somehow, he'll see the real world soon. Oh when would that be, I keep wondering. Remind me again, why am I such a fool.

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