Whisper to a Scream

tears fall down as Im typing this. pathetic as it may sound, I just need a place to let out this feeling. I never knew I was this fragile. He can just break me by throwing several words to me. WHY? haven't you crushed me enough? Ive had it with you! I HATE YOU, and I mean it honest to God! I never hated anyone this hard, this much. oh God, why do you let me suffer in this kind of misery? I HATE THIS! I don't know how to face people now, I just don't know! I never felt so WORTHLESS! oh gosh, when the fuck can this river of tears stop flowing? ARGH!

fuck it, I HATE YOU. I wish you were never born, and I wish that your blood isn't in mine!

I'm sorry.